I take it back, OP. If you're too much of a whiney bitch to deal with reality, go ahead and prove us right and off yourself. We'd be better off without spineless, dickless Emo-fags like you.
Since you're probably too busy PMSing to let your death intentionally do anything good for anyone, I suggest as climbing into one of these as your method. That way at the very least your remains will help somebody, even if it's only some plants. That's apparently all you're willing to make your life good for.
Way too be a bitch and throw in the towel, faggot. If you had any balls you'd trudge through it like the rest of us or the multitude of people worse off than you, but just go ahead and prove the rest of us right. Have a nice after-life, pussy.