I was always really quiet and had only 1 friend. I used to stay home a lot, so much that the police had been sent over to my house multiple times to check me out. It gave my family so much trouble, near the end of my high school years my mum got someone to check me out. I had social anxiety, was slightly autistic and had a very pessimistic view on life, a bit too late to find that out, don't you think? Now I'm living a hikikomori life.