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Rakan basically asks Negi several things:
ask himself if he really loves his father that much to the point of forsaking every other paths. Or perhaps he doesn't Evangeline?
he's asking to Negi consider which path he intends to take. Evangeline's style, or his Father's.
Rakan demonstrates what Black Magic is capable off with an incompatible user and tells imagine how much better it would be with a suitable user
what are your bets? /a/?