The more I think about it, the more I realize I want to rape Satoko. And not just the pussy kind of rape, the kind where she's kinda-but-not-really resistant and feigns displeasure. No, I'm talking hardcore, uterus-violating ravaging without remorse. I'm talking about the kind of rape that hurts so much, that lasts so long, that towards the end of it she's just lying there, passive, her will completely broken, with tears slowly seeping out of her empty eyes as I furiously assault her lower body. Her limp and unresisting body would only make me harder, as I violated her various orifices again, again, and again. And after it was over, I'd cradle her in my arms, telling her I'm sorry, and when she broke down in sobs I'd gently pat her on the head and tell her it's alright. I would kiss her gently on the cheek, telling her I didn't know what came over me, and that I'd never do it again.
And the next night, I'd rape her again.