I'm just like that. Have you met anyone that almost gets angry at you for it? Like they tell you that you should have to settle for less? It's sort of like when people make these bold, incredibly contrasting ultimatums about themselves, like a life or death thing, no one expects you to actually choose death. You're supposed to chicken out at the last second. It's like people get angry because you actually had the balls to follow through with what you said.
IDK, that's just like one time I sort of got that impression most of the time people really don't care.