>>13563702>I used to be healthy and normal
I highly doubt that, normal people don't get that obsessed over cartoon girls that they give more then a passing interest. You were just a pathetic fuck who found anime and found it to be such an escape for the shitty life you made for yourself and made a nest of depravity out of it. It could have been anything else, some shitty Harry Potter, Western comic, Fanfiction, vidya games whatever you just ended up with anime first or you just found it more accessible (read free you cheap bastard) and went with it. Don't lay your obsessive shitting of your life on a bunch of innate objects that don't do shit on its own.