It's okay, until you feel his erection poking against your thigh and he's giving you that little wink. But it's okay cause he's kind of girly and he's been your best bud since grade school, so you let him grind it out against your thigh, and when it's finished neither of you can look each other in the eye cause you know something's changed. So you kind of sit all silent and scared, cause now you can't help but wonder if you're a fag. But that's okay too cause he wants to keep it a secret. Then you start seeing him with other girls and you can't help but feel jealous cause you wish you could be the girl. And next thing you know you're killing some stupid girl cause she wants to get him and his sister back together and if that happens all you'll have left is that stupid locket that he gave you and you don't want to be alone again.