Well, since I've seen her pussy I always wanted to have sex with that girl. My mother told me my whole life that I must respect women etc. so I thought it was bad to rape her, even if she wants it.
I tried everything so she'd fall in love with me (and I had a crush on her, too) because I thought I could only have sex if the girl loves me.
Well, a few months later my parents moved to another city and I've never seen that girl again.
11 years later, I'm still a virgin.
I'm not crying much about this, but to think that I could have delicous loli buttsex makes me rage.
If I had a time machine, I'd beat my past me right in his stupid face.