19, 140lbs, and 6'3. Great conversational skills (but I definitely wasn't always like that, holy fuck), not terribly ugly face, and am generally in decent shape (although if it was up to me, I would just veg in front of my computer in all my free time, but work keeps me active. Working out is just foreign to me). Never been in a relationship because I'm horrible with girls. I can talk and relax with even the most insanely hot chick and not falter for a second, but if it comes to 'flirting', I'm a worthless pile of shit. Not as though I've ever gotten that far to begin with.
Anyways, I suppress like the motherfucking fist of the north star. No one could possibly find out. No merchandise, no nothing. My only personal items are my computer and my instruments, really, I wouldn't buy them anyway. If it was a complete stranger, though, and the discussion came up, I'd go ahead and talk about it, because that's why I'm here in the first place.