No, it's not you. Those who claim to be 'MANLY' & 'GAR' etc. actually have no penis. It's due to blood flow being redirected to their egos. In fact, the Chinese Federation's Eunuchs have bigger penises than Kamina, Kittan, Kenshiro, Guts & all the male characters in JJBA put together. All their macho posturing results in winky shrinkage, ergo the more 'MANLY' you say you are & demontrate, you have a cock the size of a 1/2 cm piece of wet string. After all, as Freud once said:
'The more you know, the less you show.'