It's kind of hard to trust you when you don't even e-mail me. Besides, I do get a bit moody at times. I'm not sure, if that gives such a good impression about me as a person.
Anyways, mornings like these really get to me. The god awful headache and the nausea. Gee, even the sun hurts my eyes atm. and yet it's hard to sleep. I mean, I'm pretty lightweight and yet I can drink like 50cl of booze no problem and I don't really even get that drunk anymore. I wonder, if my body is messed up for good this time. My eyes are already started changing, which tends to be kinda awful. And I must say that I'm afraid of having a heart attack every once in a while.