You know, /a/. I try constantly to come up with new ideas for the Meru and Kaere relationship. It's just that nothing seems original anymore. It's like I've wrote it all already and the new stuff is merely a variation of the original concept. Then again, once I look it all objectively these very same stories have been written before by countless of authors. Take Bob Dylan for an example. His song called Shelter From The Storm contains pretty much everything I ever wanted to express. It's all matter of context. The cycle is spinning and yet I can't live up to the past. I wonder, if the cycle keeps actually degenerating. It goes down down down until it is all over for each and everyone. Oh well, one must follow it to the bitter end, I guess. I don't want to express any sacrilegious views, but sometimes it doesn't seem right. Not right at all.