I actually get that same thing. When I'm on /a/, I feel calm and happy, because I'm with people I care about, when I go to sleep, the only thoughts going through my head are you guys. If I'm out, I'm always thinking "I wonder what I'm missing on /a/?". My family asked if I wanted to go on holiday not too long ago, and I said no, without telling them why.
It was because I didn't want to be away from you guys for a week.