Well, traditionally for the past few years, as part of Christmas card/present exchange, my best friend (a girl) has been giving me nice, fairly long letters written in an elegant little handwriting. She's a sweet girl, and I did fall in love with her, first in middle school and later in high school senior year (because I just stopped talking to her in the years in between, not her fault btw). She never did return my feelings but respects that I love her and that I'm her friend. I trust her and she trusts me. I know secrets of hers that she rarely talks about and she knows most of my own secrets and self-doubts (fact is, she's pretty much the only person I've told said secrets and doubts to)
So far, she was the only girl I ever seriously considering spending my life with, but I don't particularly care anymore since she has a boyfriend now and because I don't particularly care about getting a girlfriend in general.
in before LIES, troll accusations, and hikky generalizations