my samefag sense is tingling, but then again, my samefag sense sucks.
Do it anonymous, what do I care? You want to go down like a coward and simply skip out on whatever joy you might find later in your life.
You think things are not going to change? Think back on what you think your life was going to be in the future. It's always different. Maybe worse, but different. Whatever you predict for yourself in years to come is wrong, and that includes "My life will suck even more in 5 years".
It's childish, and the worse decision possible.
But, why bother working, and doing your best effort to make your life something to be proud of? Do it if you want to anonymous, I won't stop you. But think on what you will miss out on, and the shame that your memory will be.