I was also starting a bachelor's degree in Physics. But then I realized it was not my thing (mind you, I was doing fine). I found I would not enjoy it.
Instead now I'm getting an academic degree in animation and digital arts. It's something I enjoy and think I can actually succeed at. But I can't evade the toughts that I'm a failure.
Also, average body. Not skinny but not fat. Need to start to exercise, I want to get some muscles. But I'm too lazy. My mom also says I'm handsome, but I'm sure 99% of women would disagree.