inb4 annoying, drunken tripfriend.
I love most of y'all like a family, best believe. Otherwise I wouldn't spend most of my free time here, but lemme give you two things to think about. This is a repost from last night, but I was drunk as a skunk so I forgot to include some things, also, the thread died soon after.
1.) "There is only this moment". My ma' told me this when I was just a little kid. And god damnit if it isn't sound fucking advice.
2.) There is nothing waiting for you, you want to go places? Start walking.
I mean, my life will probably always be shit, shit as in ronery, unemployed/shit job and alcoholism. This much I know. I've come to accept the fact. This, however, will not keep me from enjoying the good times.
I've put smiles on peoples faces. I've made other people genuinely happy. I've watched a metric fuckton of good anime, cooked epic meals and traveled most of europe. And believe it or not; I've had girlfriend and I've gotten laid. This despite being a rather ... well, let's just say I'm no looker.
I've been homeless at times only to make it up to the surface to live like a king. All of this despite being born in '85 and coming from a boring middle class/academic background. Moved out at 18, and supported myself since. No trustfund, no bullshit. Even if I die tomorrow, I'll die happy, knowing that despite the odds being rigged against me at times, I lived a happy life.
I've put smiles on peoples faces. That alone will keep me company in the afterlife, and you know what?