Seriously, that's a good description of my postition.
Yeah I'm not a virgin, I lost that at 18, and was with a guy for 6 months, but I doubt I'll ever find some one else and I sure as hell hope they wouldn't be like he was.
For two years I went without sex, which is what led to the one night stand thing.
Since then, barely anything at all, and what little I've gotten has been essentially pity-sex. And even that's cut off forever for me now.
I mean, if I was really willing to fuck any guy ever with zero standards I could probably do it, but that's just not an option. Therefore, ronrey. I don't think I'm too good for most guys, that's not the issue. But I've done the one-night-stand thing and that was fail.